Narrator

SquidBright Green FieldJanuary 27, 2021
Unreliable memoryStorytelling and powerGender and authorshipDream and realityPropaganda and self-justification

Most songs ask you to trust the person singing them. "Narrator" asks you to notice why you shouldn't. Across nearly nine minutes, Squid build a story told by someone whose version of events keeps shifting under his feet, and then they let the music turn on him.

A single that refused to behave like one

"Narrator" was released on 27 January 2021 as the first single from Squid's debut album, Bright Green Field.[1] It arrived in two versions: the full 8:29 track and a radio edit of 4:31.[1] The existence of the shorter cut says something about the song, because the long version is clearly the one the band cared about. NME's reviewer suspected the edit was made reluctantly, and described the full track as a showcase of everything the band does well.[4]

It opens with tangled, interlocking guitar lines, drifts into a darker and stranger middle stretch, and climbs toward a chaotic finale that ends in screaming.[4] Critics reached for the labels post-punk and art rock, and the structure does owe something to both.[1] But the slow build matters less as a genre signal than as a storytelling device. The song behaves like a mind coming apart in stages.

Where it came from

Squid formed in Brighton in 2016 and are now based in Bristol, with Ollie Judge handling lead vocals and drums alongside Louis Borlase, Anton Pearson, Laurie Nankivell and Arthur Leadbetter.[3] They cut their teeth through the independent Speedy Wunderground label before signing to Warp in March 2020.[2][3] That spring they released a pair of standalone singles, and then spent the rest of a very strange year recording their first album at Mr. Dan's Studio in London with producer Dan Carey.[2]

That year of recording was not a spartan affair. The sessions made room for a 30-person choir, a horn and string ensemble, and field recordings of bees.[2] The album that resulted is lavish in its textures, which is part of why a song like "Narrator" can move from a cramped, nervy opening to something enormous without feeling like two different pieces stitched together.

The song's immediate inspiration, according to its reference material, was the film Long Day's Journey Into Night, a dreamlike picture in which memory and the present blur together.[1] The band's own press description of the song is unusually direct. It is about a man who loses the boundary between memory, dream and reality, and it also concerns the way people reshape their memories of other people so that they come out looking better.[1]

That second idea is the sharper one. Forgetting is ordinary. Editing is something else, and it is the real subject here.

The unreliable man at the microphone

The central figure is a man who has lost his grip on what is real and, in the absence of anything firm, becomes the author of his own account.[1] He is never named. He does not need to be, because he is recognisable as a type: someone who tells the story of a relationship or an evening or an entire life with himself at its center, smoothing the awkward parts and recasting other people as supporting players.

What makes the song unsettling is that the telling is not cartoonishly sinister. The narrator speaks as though he has everything in order, and that assurance is the warning sign. A narrator who is certain about everything has usually stopped checking.

Squid lean on a familiar literary tradition here. The unreliable narrator, from the confessional monologue to the modern psychological novel, works by letting the reader see more than the speaker does. The song gives the listener that same advantage, and the arrangement keeps tightening the screws on it. As the track swells toward its chaotic close, the assured voice at the center starts to sound less like authority and more like denial.

The woman who will not stay in the story

The most important formal choice in the song is the arrival of a second voice. Martha Skye Murphy sings on the track, and the band have described her role as that of a woman trying to break free from the dominating story the male narrator has constructed.[1] Their stated idea is that unreliable male narrators tend to cast women as submissive figures.[1]

This turns the song from a portrait of one man's confusion into something closer to an argument about who gets to tell the story. For most of the track, the woman exists inside his version of things, which is exactly the problem. When she pushes against that version, the piece stops sounding like a monologue and starts sounding like a contest.

The ending is where that contest breaks open. Murphy's screaming dominates the closing stretch, and the instruments rise with her.[4] It would be easy to hear this purely as catharsis, a release after a long wind-up. It also works as a kind of narrative revolt. The character who was being described finally takes the microphone, and what she does with it is not polite. The tidy version of events cannot hold against it.

A record about places and pressure

Within the album, "Narrator" sits alongside music that Judge has said is more concerned with places, events and architecture than the band's earlier, character-driven work.[2] NME described the record as taking place in an imaginary cityscape, and noted that it was made during a pandemic while addressing inequality, abuse of power and right-wing propaganda.[4] The title comes from a surreal short story by Anna Kavan, in which a narrator is pursued by grass, and critics widely heard the album as paranoid and dystopian.[2]

Read against that backdrop, the song's concerns scale up easily. A man who rewrites his own past to protect his ego is a small, private version of a much larger habit. Governments, media and institutions do the same thing at scale, offering a flattering account and hoping nobody compares it with what happened. The album's anxiety about propaganda and the song's anxiety about self-serving memory are the same worry viewed from different distances.

This is also why the song feels at home as an opener to the album's public life. It introduced listeners to a band that could be tuneful and sprawling at once, and it established the record's central unease: that the story you are being told, by anyone, might be an edit.

Other ways to hear it

Not everyone will hear a critique of masculine storytelling. Because the band's own description emphasizes memory and dream, the song can be taken as a more psychological piece, a study of dissociation or breakdown in which the "woman" is less a person than a part of the narrator's own mind that refuses to be managed. On that reading, the screaming finale is not an escape from him but the collapse of his self-image from within.

A third reading focuses on the musical form itself. A song that cannot settle on a stable shape for almost nine minutes is enacting the very instability it describes. The narrator cannot hold a coherent account together, so the arrangement cannot either. The structure is the theme.

These readings are compatible. The band's statement leaves room for all of them, and part of the song's strength is that it supports each without collapsing into any one.

Why it lasted

Dan Carey, who produced the record, had already worked with a cluster of kindred British acts, among them Black Midi, Fontaines D.C. and Black Country, New Road.[2] Squid arrived in that company as a band with a recognizable scene around them, but "Narrator" made the case that they were doing something with its own shape. Where some of their peers lean on deadpan or ornate spectacle, this song relies on slow accumulation and a pointed narrative idea.

Bright Green Field was released on 7 May 2021 and debuted at number four on the UK Albums Chart, with a Metacritic average of 89 that signalled broad acclaim.[2] Some critics argued it lacked innovation, but the more common response was admiration for its energy and its willingness to mix new wave, krautrock and post-punk.[2] "Narrator" remains one of the clearest demonstrations of that appetite, a lead single that runs close to nine minutes.

The song endures because its subject has not gone away. We live surrounded by confident voices offering tidy accounts of events, and most of us have been the confident voice at some point, shading a memory in our own favor. Squid take that ordinary habit and push it until it becomes frightening, then give the last word to the person who was written out of the story.

Conclusion

"Narrator" is a song about authorship: who holds it, who abuses it, and what happens when the people who have been described decide to speak. It borrows the tension of a slow-burning thriller and the pressure of a band at full strength, and it does so without ever making the listener sit through a lecture. The final minutes do not resolve the question of what really happened. They make a different point, which is that a story told by only one person was never reliable to begin with.

References

  1. Narrator (song), Wikipedia — Release details, credits, structure, the band's press-release description and the role of Martha Skye Murphy
  2. Bright Green Field, Wikipedia — Recording context, album themes, Ollie Judge's comments, release and reception
  3. Squid (band), Wikipedia — Band formation, lineup, influences and discography
  4. Squid, Bright Green Field review, NME — Critical description of the song's structure and the album's imaginary cityscape