Apathy

Emotional detachmentVulnerabilityBreak-upsSelf-awarenessLonging

Some songs announce their feelings. "Apathy" by Frankie Cosmos does something stranger and more honest: it takes a word that usually means feeling nothing and uses it to talk about feeling a great deal, awkwardly, in public, at a pace of just over two minutes.

The track arrived as a single from the album Vessel, with Paste describing it as an intimate slacker-pop break-up song in which Greta Kline's vulnerabilities and naiveté are worn openly.[1] That description is a good place to begin, because the song is built on a productive contradiction. The title promises indifference. The performance delivers anything but.

Where the song sits

A quick correction to a common assumption: "Apathy" does not belong to Next Thing, the 2016 album that many listeners associate with the band's first full-band polish. It was released on March 1, 2018, as an advance track from Vessel, which followed on March 30 through Sub Pop.[1] Vessel was the band's first album since signing to the label in April 2017 and its first full-length since Next Thing.[1]

That placement matters for how the song sounds and what it carries. Vessel runs to eighteen tracks, and the press material around it stressed that several of the arrangements preserve early takes that capture a group of musicians who had spent months touring and rehearsing together.[1] "Apathy" reflects that looseness. Reviewers noted how each instrument in the arrangement stands out while the parts still lock together, and how Kline's vocal phrasing bends along with the changes in the music.[2]

A writer who grew up on the internet and in poems

Greta Kline was born in New York City on March 21, 1994, and the project began as her solo venture before becoming a band-based act with the 2014 album Zentropy.[2][4] It kept the diaristic, short-form instincts of its earlier, homemade beginnings.

Two influences are worth keeping in mind when listening to a song like this one. The first is the poetry of Frank O'Hara, whose conversational, moment-to-moment style Kline has drawn on, along with the do-it-yourself ethic of K Records and the New York anti-folk scene.[4] One Vessel reviewer connected her songwriting directly to her studies in English and poetry.[3] The second is simply the economy of her songs, which tend to say one thing sharply and then stop.

That economy suits a word like apathy. A long song about numbness would turn into a performance of numbness. A short one can be caught in the act of reaching.

The gap between what is said and what is felt

In conversation about Vessel, Kline described a recurring subject: the distance between what she says out loud, what she tells herself, and what she actually feels.[2] That gap is the best key to the song's title. Apathy, here, reads less as a condition than as a posture, a protective tone that a person adopts when caring openly feels dangerous.

Many of us know the move, and most of us have made it. It is the shrug that says nothing matters, delivered by someone for whom it plainly does. When a relationship is ending, or when it is not yet clear whether it is beginning, it is easier to perform detachment than to admit hope. The song lives in that performance and keeps letting it slip. The narrator's calm surface is repeatedly undercut by the evident effort of maintaining it.

This is also why the song works as a break-up piece without quite being a story about a break-up. Kline has said that the album contains songs written after a relationship ended, as well as songs written before one did, from a place of anxiety about whether to stay or go.[2] "Apathy" can be heard from either side of that line. Its feeling is less about loss than about the uncertainty that precedes and follows it.

Wanting to be improved by someone

One reviewer placed "Apathy" next to "Duet" as an example of Kline's hopeless-romantic side, reading it as an empathetic song about wanting a person who will make you better, and about how relatable that struggle is.[3] It is a generous reading, and it points to something that separates the song from a standard kiss-off. Instead of scoring points against an ex, the song turns its attention toward what the narrator hopes to become.

Think about what it means to long for someone who improves you. It admits dissatisfaction with the self. It treats love as a kind of repair, and it makes the other person responsible, at least in fantasy, for a change that has to be internal. The apathy of the title can then be understood as the state that comes before that hope or after its disappointment: a flatness that is really exhaustion with one's own patterns.

There is something quietly radical in a pop song that holds this much self-awareness without turning it into a lesson. The narrator does not resolve anything. She notices, and the noticing is the song.

Sound as meaning

It would be a mistake to treat the words as the only carrier of feeling. The track has been described as fizzy and exuberant,[2] which sits oddly, and productively, against a title about detachment. The brightness of the music reads as a second voice, one that refuses the flatness the title claims.

This tension is typical of the band at its best. The arrangements are tight but unfussy, and the group has described a collaborative, laboratory-like approach in which songs were tried many different ways before settling.[2] A sentiment that might have curdled into self-pity in a solo demo instead gets momentum, and the momentum reads as resilience.

Kline herself has spoken about no longer treating a demo as the finish line, since she now expects to live with songs and play them for years.[2] That attitude is audible. "Apathy" sounds like a feeling that has been turned over enough times to become shareable, rather than raw confession.

Alternative readings

Not everyone will hear romance in it. A listener could take the song as a portrait of emotional fatigue in general, the kind that settles over young adulthood when everything demands a response. Reviewers of the previous album, Next Thing, picked up on a thread of early-adult apathy and disillusion in Kline's writing, and on that reading the song is a cousin to those themes rather than a love song at all.

Another possibility is to hear it as addressed to the self. If the real gap in Kline's songwriting is between what is said, what is told to oneself, and what is felt, then the person being reassured, or scolded, for caring too little may be the narrator. The song then becomes a small act of self-recognition: admitting that the indifference was never real.

It is worth saying plainly that Kline has not, in the sources consulted here, offered a line-by-line explanation of this particular song. These readings come from reviews, from her broader comments about the album, and from the music itself, and they should be held with that in mind.

Why it resonates

Part of the appeal is its scale. Kline has built a career on the idea that a small song can hold a large feeling without inflating it, and "Apathy" is a clean example. It asks very little of the listener except recognition.

The other part is timing. Vessel came out when its author was in her early twenties, looking back on a relationship that had ended more than a year before the interview, and which she has said she does not want to define her.[2] The album's honesty about confusion, as opposed to certainty, made it feel like company for people in the same unsettled stretch of life.

There is also something instructive in the way the song handles vulnerability. It does not dress it up as strength or turn it into irony. It lets the discomfort be audible, and that gesture of letting is generous.

One last note on form. Vessel as a whole mixes full-band arrangements with stripped-down songs, and four of its tracks were not recorded with the band at all.[2] Against that backdrop, a fully arranged and propulsive track like this one reads as a deliberate choice: a feeling of ambivalence given the full weight of a band behind it.

Conclusion

"Apathy" is a song whose title lies, gently, on purpose. Beneath a surface of shrugging detachment is a person trying to work out what she wants, who might help her become better, and how to say any of it out loud. The bright, tightly played music insists that caring has not gone away.

That insistence is the point. The most relatable thing about the song is not sadness but the small, stubborn effort to feel something and admit it, and the way that effort turns a word for emptiness into a portrait of someone very much awake.

References

  1. Frankie Cosmos Release Vulnerable New Track, Apathy (Paste) — Release date, album and tone of the song
  2. Greta Kline on reclaiming old love songs (Stereogum) — Kline on Vessel's themes, recording and process
  3. Frankie Cosmos, Vessel review (Riff Magazine) — Reading of the song alongside Duet and Kline's poetry influences
  4. Greta Kline (Wikipedia) — Biography and influences